John Green
Wil Wheaton
Neil Gaiman
Misha Collins
Orlando Jones
Norman Reedus
George Takei
Jim Beaver
Fandom
As Holy Week Ends
StandardIt’s full of run on sentences but that just adds to the breathlessness of writing about Wales. I’m really happy with what I did in my travel writer’s class in the twenty minute exercise. Like, really happy with it. Homework is to continue the piece, which I’m very excited about.
Excellent Walking Dead finale! Can’t stop thinking about it. I’m writing great meta in my head, but it won’t transfer to the page. Still working on it. I also loved the April Fool’s from Stephen King about writing an episode. It’s funny how I don’t read his books, but I like everything else about the man.
Excellent Supernatural! Loved every bit of it. Cas jumping into the playground door to heaven was badass. Crowley standing up to Rowena. Rowena’s face when she didn’t kill Dean. Dean and Crowley having a drink together. The séance. Bobby. BOBBY!
The Flash (SPOILERS) had the best moment on so many levels with Mark Hamill playing The Trickster. He leans down close into the copycat’s face and in telling him why he chose him, had a longish pause, and then says slowly and pointedly (and what I guessed was coming), “I am your father.” It was the perfect homage without the shark jumping cliché. I find that’s the best thing about The Flash. It’s really the one thing we love to watch as a family. It has a great pace, full of humor and adventure. Great cast, great story, and as I am the non-comic book reader of the family you don’t need to read the comics to really enjoy this show.
The Easter Vigil is tomorrow night. All throughout this week’s services and masses, people keep coming up to me, asking how I feel, patting my shoulder, hugging me, reminding me that it’s my first anniversary. I’m both excited and non-plussed as I don’t feel that different today than I felt a year ago after the vigil. This church is only becoming more of a belonging space for me. I’m asked to hand out papers and cards after mass. The ongoing support is continuing and welcome.
My son is on his school trip overseas, to France. Several of his close friends are also on the trip. It’s hard to believe he’s already 18, and he’s graduating this spring/summer. He’s just a wonderful person in so many ways.
The other two are fighting like cats and dogs and today is only the first day of spring break!
Last fish on Friday til next year and then turkey dinner for Easter. What should I make for dessert?
We’ll be visiting my mother in law next week. Many of you know that she was hit by a car in 2013 and has been recovering ever since. She is back in the rehab because of a slight set-back, but she is strong and feeling better. This rehab center gives her confidence; they are a good caring place.
I was originally going to write a reflection here on how I was feeling this Holy Week, but when I began to write this (more or less) social media update, I realized that it really spells out how my Holy Week is going and how it’s making me feel. While I didn’t do as much introspection and meditation as I would have liked this Lent, I think that was my own fault for committing myself to a daily reflection. Instead of being a spiritual release, on some days (not many), it became a burden, which was totally not my intention. I’ve never been a questioner about my conversion, but this Lent felt much more comfortable for me with a better direction and reasons for doing things. I found it easier to talk to my kids about Jesus and being Catholic, which was not something that I found stress-free in the past. This morning when I said that I wanted to bring them to the Good Friday service, they didn’t want to go, but when I explained that it was the day that Jesus died and I really wanted to attend, they understood the importance of that, and agreed to go with very little disagreement. They were also very well behaved and my son in particular joined in the group readings and sang along with the hymns. Not exactly something he does, so it made my heart warm. My daughter took out her Kindle and began drawing pictures of churches, steeples and crosses. That was her way of showing her respect and I thought it was right for her. (When I saw her Bike Race app however, I told her to put it away.)
The Supernatural family is still my family and The Walking Dead has sparked my creativity as has this new workshop for travel writing. Currently, the television is off, although the kids are on tablets, but the house is quiet, which is always a good thing. I did one weekend retreat in February, one day retreat in March, and in May I have plans to do an overnight at the same retreat house. They are very welcoming and accommodating with my money situation. I am also hoping to go again to Spring Enrichment with the Diocese.
I know it seems as though my little world revolves around my church, but the church seems to have brought all of the me’s together to form the birth (or re-birth) of an authentic me, a genuine me, a me who I should be. Add into that my writing, my travel, my faith, history and advocacy, justice and beauty, motherhood and mothering, family and camaraderie. All of my belonging spaces coming together to create my loft house in the woods where I am the only one who can see how the paths converge and spread like the threads of a spider web, catching all of the ideas, all of the wants, all of the being that I long for.
I wasn’t looking for a new religion when I went into my church initially. I wanted quiet; and comfort. Receiving both of those I looked for nothing else. My skepticism held fast, but when Jesus came to me in a bright light, no words were needed; indeed the words are already there through the Gospels. He needed no words to lead me to His salvation, or mine I suppose; the light was enough to open my eyes.
For me, the first half of this is no different from the second half. What I do in my daily life, whether important or insouciant, it is all with the basis of faith; with the foundation of belief; with the heart of Jesus.
A Minor Infraction
StandardWhat are your plans for the weekend?
I was asked this when I woke up this morning, and I was embarrassed to answer. After a long pause, the question was repeated.
Umm….I thought, well…..I’ll be watching The Walking Dead.
All weekend? The finale is Sunday at nine. At night.
Yup. All weekend. Marathon starts at eight tonight so I can catch up on all of the season five eps I missed, and then the rest tomorrow after Palm Sunday Mass. Then after dinner, the finale. What do you want for dinner?
I was answered with a shrug.
I’m already making plans to invite friends over in the fall for the premiere of season six, but that’s another happening for another time. That also assumes the kids will get their rooms and the living room clean in a spotless sort of way, although right now it kind of works for the zombie apocalypse theme.
So yeah, my entire weekend is revolving around a season finale of a show that six months ago I refused to watch. It just goes to show you how conclusions are jumped and mistakes are rectified. They’re not always something as insignificant as misjudging a television series. We all have our more serious misjudgments and mistakes in our past. None of us are perfect, and those mistakes remind us not only of our imperfections, but also of how to retake control of our lives and move forward.
We need to forgive ourselves for our mistakes and leave them in the past, and then keep on going.
Life is all about making choices and then reevaluating those choices.
For television I can decide to go back. Luckily for me (and others like me) there is Netflix to remedy this minor oversight.
In the coming days we’ll be reminded of this again when Peter denies Jesus, not once, but three times, and in the end he is still forgiven and it is forgotten as he is asked to be the foundation for the new church; the rock that the rest is built on.
Big or small, whatever lapses we make, there is always room for encouragement and do-overs.
Remember that.
I know that I will try to.
Take Your Action Figure to Work Day
StandardWhile you’re unplugging, but still expected to work, why not participate in this event and take your action figure to work!
One of the bonuses to this rather than take your daughter/son to work is no need to buy your action figure lunch. Your action figure also won’t get bored and play with the office supplies.
It is possible that your action figure might step out and do what they do best: save the world in their own little (or big in the case of The Incredible Hulk and Giganta) way.
My husband takes his to work every day; the advantage of working from home.
Here’s my friend, Dinah at my home office:
But Donna’s the lucky one. I can take her on today’s Photo 101 assignment.
Leonard Nimoy, 1931-2015
StandardFinding the words on a day like today is not an easy thing to do. The text message found me in the grocery store. It wasn’t a gasping shock after hearing about his health problem earlier in the week, but Leonard Nimoy was one of those few that were supposed to be immortal.
He was an inspiration to me, seeing him on television, growing up, he was a part of my family; not just my Star Trek family. I was born the same year as Star Trek, Star Trek being a couple of months older. I dreamt Trek, I wrote fan letters and fan fiction, I read the fan magazines, collected the trivia, learned Klingon, and through it all was the cast beside me in my living room, sharing the cheese doodles, memorizing lines.
And at the top of that list was Leonard Nimoy. Tall, dark, and handsome. Growing up Jewish, it was nice to have someone of my faith to look up to, that everyone loved. Even some of the Vulcan rituals were reminiscent of theology and customs I was already familiar with.
I watched all the Treks. My favorite movie is one that he directed: Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home. I remember him from Mission: Impossible and In Search Of, particularly the search for Noah’s Ark. His singing was…. well, he had a great sense of humor. Through all of his enterprises, whether acting, singing or inspiring, he showed the one thing that we all should value: No matter the outcome, try new things. You can never go wrong if you put yourself out there and do your best, and most important of all, have fun.
In the 90s, my husband (before he was my husband) and our friends went to many conventions. We were lucky enough to see Leonard with William Shatner in Manhattan and with Patrick Stewart in Valley Forge, Pennsylvania, one of our road trips and well worth it.
Leonard Nimoy is a greatness in a sea of greatness, and he will be missed.
Live Long and Prosper, my friend.
A Doctor Who Sketch
StandardWeek 46/14 Review
StandardPrompt: Fan Fiction as Prompt
Photo: Fandom Photos
Quotations: Having a Fandom is like having a Family that Understands You No Matter How Crazy You Are
It’s because we have no other choice. – Sam Winchester (includes reflection)
Fandom is less like being in love than like being in love with love. – Michael Joseph-Gross
There’s a time and a place for everything, and I believe it’s called ‘fan fiction’. – Joss Whedon
We’re a lot like licorice. Not everybody likes licorice, but the people who like licorice really like licorice. – Jerry Garcia
Rec: Verdigris – A Play by Jim Beaver
Original Writing:
Links:
Theatre West in Los Angeles
Confession of a Catholic Priest (CNN) (Father James Martin, SJ)Week
Quotation
StandardWe’re like licorice. Not everybody likes licorice, but the people who like licorice really like licorice.
– Jerry Garcia
Fan vs. Fandom
StandardFan versus fandom.
Are you a fan? Or are you in the fandom? And is there really a difference?
This began as an argument, not so much on which was better or whose fan activity had more value, but the fact that there is a difference between the two. I absolutely believe there is a difference and in my non-scientific research and polling, I think that was confirmed. I’m going to use the generic word “things” to mean the thing: the movie, the book, television series, podcast, pop culture item or icon, music, band, historical figure, motor vehicle, era, sport/hobby or whatever was named by the fans of the thing.
And yes, there was a motor vehicle named (Jeep), three eras (Arthurian, Medieval, Victorian), two historical figures (King Arthur and Charles Dickens) and one sport/hobby (dance).
The age range of those polled was between 8 and 48 with a median age of 29.5. Fourteen responded, although I know many, many more who could have contributed. In this group, two were men, seven married, five parents of kids under the age of 18.
Their economics ranged from unemployed to career track. Some were students still in all levels of school and college, active duty military, military reserves, teachers, stay at home moms, from four countries speaking four languages with three bilingual in Spanish, Hebrew and Hungarian.
Thirty separate “things” people considered themselves fans of as opposed to thirty-five separate “things” the people considered themselves in the fandom of.
There is quite a bit of overlap between the two lists. “Things” appeared on both lists and people listed both their fan and fandom “things” separately.
There is nothing wrong with being a casual fan, but two recent events solidified what I was trying to express about fandom:
- Michael Straczynski, creator of Babylon 5 had this to say in the DVD commentary from 2003:
“…what fandom provides is a sense of community.”
Eureka!
That’s it!
Fandom is community. More on that to come.
The second catalyst was discovering that the series 8 of Doctor Who has for their opening sequence a fan made video. When I saw it for the first time, during the premiere I commented on how much I really liked it and was glad it was changed. Prior to the second episode there was a special and Steven Moffat talked about the fan origination of the opening.
These are the two fundamental sides to the fandom coin: community and original content (creation or consumption) and most casual fans just don’t get it: the investment in fandom. Casual fans enjoy what they enjoy and that’s all they need. By the same token, many of the casual fans for one or two things were also in the fandoms for other things so many understand to some degree, although would not confess to being in a fandom.
It must be acknowledged that social media has played a vast role in promoting fandoms as more mainstream than they ever were. I think that more than any other social media outlet, Tumblr is most responsible for this with its very visual platform. On any given day on my Tumblr dash, I can see a dozen fandoms all in a row.
Despite that we are still often referred to as bleary eyed orange-fingered Cheeto eaters crawling out from the darkness of mom’s basement despite the amount of money spent on fandom things and bat caves and collections in suburbia.
Fan is the DVD release. Fandom is the Deluxe Director’s Cut/Commentary Blu-ray with the mini collector figure.
Conventions are showcased on news and entertainment programs. They are not for the select few who followed the television show or book. We used to think the sci-fi conventions we attended twenty-five years ago were packed to the gills, but they were tiny compared to today’s conventions. One example of a quarter of a century’s difference is that I have never paid for an autograph or a photo of a celebrity. Now, paying for those things is expected; it’s not questioned anymore, not even by us old timers.
Sometimes trying to explain fandom to a fan who’s not in fandom can be slightly daunting. It’s one of those I’ll know it when I see it. Kind of like looking for Easter eggs on a DVD. Or how no one leaves a Marvel movie until all the credits roll; we all know there’s something coming at the end. We all look for Stan Lee’s cameo.
These things are the more mainstream that all fans enjoy.
Not surprisingly, the list of fandom activity was quite lengthy, much longer than the activity that fans admitted to.
To begin with, the people in fandoms are first and foremost fans. They just have a bit more of an investment in the thing.
For the fan, the main relationship is between you and the thing. Fans talk about the thing over the water cooler with co-workers. It is more relaxed. Fans dress up for Halloween and if a fan misses something, they’re not left reeling from it. Fans chat with other fans who enjoy other things. It’s recognizing characters and looking forward to the next installment; buying the soundtrack.
Fandom is a little more intense; more involved. For those of us in fandom, we are passionate about our thing. The level of commitment is close to that of a student taking an undergraduate course. Fandom consists of consuming and/or producing fanworks: fan fiction, fan art, etc. Fandom is a place to discuss and squee over the thing with other passionate fans. The interaction is totally different from that of the casual fan.
I’ve mentioned being part of a community. The relationship isn’t between you and the thing; the relationship is between you and the other fans centered on the thing. Fandom fans watch the show, read the fan fic, write the fan fic, draw the fan art, go to conventions, wear the t-shirt, argue over the best season, knows episode titles, knows the actors, buys the merchandise, schedules their lives around the season premiere and finale.
In fandom, they pick apart the thing. They critically review performances and write analysis of characters and plot lines. It’s reading and writing fan fiction.
For those that don’t know about fan-fiction, it takes the story places that perhaps the author didn’t think of, or possibly that the author/creator didn’t have time to write in their original work. In my case, I “corrected” something that I felt was an error in the original author’s plot.
Many fan fiction writers also go on to write original fiction or started with original fiction and hone their craft with their fiction.
The investment of fandom fans is not only of money, but time.
There is active engagement through conversations, analysis, creation of content, cosplay and attendance at cons (official and fan-centered). They are on message boards and in chat rooms. They hold office in related clubs.
Even lurkers are in fandom. They consume the goods even though they don’t actively engage with the fans constantly. They are more behind-the-scenes but without them there wouldn’t be any point for the fan-based creators.
Some examples of fandom activities include making a Castiel (Supernatural angel) tree topper out of a toilet paper tube. Or knitting hats for Pop Vinyl figures. Or planning a menu around the nationality of the Twelfth Doctor. Or traveling five hundred miles to join other fans in a LARP before a season premiere. Or 3000 for a convention.
Other outlets in the fandoms can comprise of videos and fiction and meta-analysis, cosplay, and art. It’s a huge arena for fans to dig deeper into their favorite show, broaden their interests and their worlds and foster their creativity in a safe place. The discussions and debates that go on feed the fan while encouraging critical skills like forming opinions and strategic debate. Some fandoms, Supernatural for example have conventions and the fans interact with the cast and crew and they feel more like family with one another. They’re very protective of the actors, the crew; and of each other.
They gather together for the actors’ charities and creative projects, like Misha Collins’ GISHWHES and Random Acts, Jim Beaver’s other acting roles and his play, Jensen’s singing and his nephew’s charity for Down’s Syndrome.
Cosplay is like Halloween every day, well, maybe not every day, but more than once a year.
It’s well known in Doctor Who circles is that Doctor Ten, David Tennant and Doctor Twelve, Peter Capaldi grew up in the Doctor Who fandom, acting out the role, playing Doctor Who the way kids today play Iron Man. David Tennant went so far as to marry the Fifth Doctor’s daughter for a multigenerational, above the call of duty for a fandom. 😛
While the fandoms center on a television series or a series of books, first and foremost the center of the fandom, just like the community, is the people.
You meet one, and then another, and you find out that despite the distance, despite the differences, there is more in common than not.
Some of us have been together since Harry Potter and moved collectively to new fandoms. That was my first ‘modern’ fandom back in 2008 (not including my childhood). Three of the original fans from there joined me earlier this summer on my GISHWHES team, an annual scavenger hunt for charity.
We do more than go to conventions and talk fandoms. In fact, it is probably a small part of our daily communications.
We hash out our problems, talk about our joys. We support one another, sometimes emotionally, sometimes financially. We’ve become roommates. We’ve traveled together. In my six years of fandom, three couples have gotten married, we’ve exchanged clothes for our kids, we’ve had parties and sleepovers, amusement parks, dinners and more things than I can list here and while fandom was the impetus, it was not always the center of our group activities.
The fandom’s intimacies bring a level of closeness and trust that isn’t found as quickly in our daily lives of acquaintanceships.
Quotation
StandardThere’s a time and place for everything, and I believe it’s called ‘fan fiction’.
– Josh Whedon








