Wait for the Lord; be strong; be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord! Ps 27 (26):14
Psalm 102 (or Psalm 17) R. O Lord, hear my prayer, and let my cry come to you.
Meditate on these two verses. What are they saying to you? The second one was something I found comfort in at the beginning of my journey towards Christ. It still feels melancholy to me. Is it that way to you or does it feel differently?